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do you ever get angry that you were born?

1.9K views 32 replies 32 participants last post by  Arete  
#1 ·
sometimes i just get angry like why did i have to be born.
 
#3 ·
Yeah sometimes. My biological father was a sleep around. I was the biproduct of two failed abortions before I was adopted too. I've got some heart problems now because of that.

Even so, I kinda wonder if things would be better if I had been successfully aborted. Then i wouldn't have to deal with all this s***. But that's not how it happened I guess so I'm dealing with what life has to offer now.
 
#19 ·
I wish I wasn't born when I was.

I would like to be re-born around 2030 to doting multi-millionaire parents. I simply want to move up my birthdate and make some demographic adjustments so that I live in an era where transhumanism will be a reality and you can get hi-tech upgrades for all aspects of your life, physical, mental, emotional. An enhanced superhuman existence.
 
#20 ·
I relate. Though more about the whole SA population as a whole. We're all wonderful people but we'll (never?) get a chance to be ourselves. Like imagine all the stuff you could do if the SA wasn't a barrier. If it was just another sperm then it'd be a whole different story. My brother's practically my twin 'cept he got the lucky genes. Stupid friggin' genetics.
 
#27 ·
from time to time, but more often when I'm depressed. My birth mother became pregnant with me when she was 38 years old and had a relationship with a close friend (she was in a bad marriage, she should have married this man in the first place). She "went away" to another state and had me, then gave me to my mom and dad who were friends of hers. She stayed in touch with my family her whole life, so in a nutshell I was lied to by 3 people [bio dad was not told] for over 20 years and inherited serious mental health problems from both of my biological parents. So yeah, the thought comes up a lot. I don't dare tell my mom this.