I haven't freaked out at work yet this week. I'm prone to freak outs. I get easily frustrated when things that are stupid and illogical occur. Which is almost daily.

 

I felt relaxed

 

Probably finding a few rare items that I'll resell. Not really much of an achievement though - all I had to do was buy them.

 

Despite feeling like crap mentally and physically the past several weeks, I've managed to walk at least 2-3 miles each day.

 

This isn't really an achievement though I'm mostly curating the weirdness but yeah:

Somebody said I was becoming their favourite YouTuber because they like my weird content. Also someone else noticed my funny timestamp label that I hoped people would notice

 

This isn't really an achievement though I'm mostly curating the weirdness but yeah

Its like that saying "Everybody is a genius but if you judge a fish on its ability to climb a tree, it will go through life believing it is stupid"

Curator of weirdness is your strength :yay:hs

 

proud that I've tried a low dose OCD medication for almost a week and get to go higher later to see if it works well for me or not

 

A couple days ago I finally deep cleaned my oven that I've been meaning to get around to for a while

 

Just remaining calm and being able to answer patient's family concerns in a professional manner even after they had just finished yelling at another coworker lol

My heart was racing

 

Put up a new curtain rail :yay :cig

 

survived

 

proud that I almost can take 2 pills of my ocd medication to see if it works for me

 

Finishing Fire and Shadow on Monday. Runner up would be finally implementing a better apache URL rewriting fallback system when categories have special characters in their names.

 

Won a dope silverado 1500 at the auction for 2k

 

Sold a guitar amp to get a better one

 

-ate breakfast, lunch, dinner
-made strawberry-banana smoothie
-cooked green leafy vegetable
-washed a blender
though I'm not very proud of myself today. I slept too much and now I'm still unable to sleep

 

I went out last night, bowling with colleagues. Bowling has been my nemesis since an awful social anxiety experience almost a decade ago with people from university where I was self conscious about sucking so badly that someone tried to tell me how to roll a bloody ball. But this time, even though I got 0 on my first throw and 1 pin on my second, it wasn't only me that sucked and no one tried to give me unwanted advice.

 

I washed all the dishes today and put things in the recycling in the freezer and I'm so much more productive than yesterday and I'm waiting for my mom to come home and to engage in conversations with people throughout the day, hopefully it will be nice.

 

I took part in a Zoom call thing for people with anxiety - about 9 people all together and I started my own meetup group. (for people with anxiety and depression) It's amazing what desperate levels of loneliness can make you do.

 

I made spaghetti w/ my mom yesterday and then I did exercises. I'm glad about that
@harrison I'm glad for you, congratulations

 

I made spaghetti w/ my mom yesterday and then I did exercises. I'm glad about that
@harrison I'm glad for you, congratulations

Thanks Lily - I'm glad I made myself do it too. I was nervous about the zoom call before I did it but it was fine once it started.

 

Got through all of the assignments I had for the week while being in constant pain.

 

I helped my co-worker out by taking on some of his work. Thought it would be a daunting task but after speaking with him and listening to his explanation, it really wasn’t a problem and he’s helped me in the past so I was more than willing to help him. He even recognized me on our company’s recoginition platform.

 

I decided that one of my main problems is that i constantly am lying to everyone around me. I don’t trust them with the truth.

 

Got a new guitar

 

I did the laundry and took a walk outside, the weather was so nice today

 

Congrats on the five days, quitting smoking is an incredibly difficult task for a lot of people. I do think that is definitely something to be proud of and I hope you are still doing well with it. I can't really think of anything I have done in the past week that would have me feeling proud, at least not anything that would leave an impression which I could recall. It has been a pretty decent week though.

 

Congrats on your effort and successes, wow, that would be a big achievement and all the best for you!
I am proud that I made my mom an almond butter and blueberry jam sandwich to take for breakfast tomorrow and I also boiled 2 eggs for her with a ripe avocado