Yep. I think it's safe to say that I am desperate. I'm not genius in the love department and have never had a boyfriend. I met this really cute guy last year when he was clean and we hung out for the first time like three weeks ago. We hung out for like a week straight after that but he's using again and he doesn't really enjoy my company.. I never really know what to talk about so it would be pretty quiet and I think he only wanted me around so we could fool around 😔 I want to have something with him but I doubt he's that interested. He's in the hospital now and I can't see him til he's out of ICU but I wonder if he even wants to see me. It feels like I ruined things since I never talked or let him see who I really am. It's ****tyyyy . I want a boyfriend already 😒
Sickchick
In this case it's safe to assume it's him and not you. Unless you want to pick up his drug of choice cut ties with this guy and look else where.
See I hear you guys and I agree yet I'm still pulled towards trying to make things work with him like ugh idk what's wrong with me!
You're desperate, it's understandable to cling to any little person that showed an iota of interest in you. There's nothing wrong with its human behavior, just be strong and leave him and find someone who actually gives a **** about you. **** even a cat would be better than a junkie.
You should have some more respect for yourself. Trying to get the attention of a drug addict who hangs out in the ICU is pretty low standards. That's a train wreck you don't want in your life.
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