I typically become obsessed with people, or certain groups of people. I don't mean love or anything, but I'll sit around thinking "I wonder what they're up to..." even though they're not my friends and it doesn't matter what they're up to. This usually happens to a group of people that rejected me because of my SA, or if I failed to become friends with them because of it. I'll imagine myself doing the thing we would have done if I had become friends with them, like going to parties or whatever, wishing we could be friends, even though it's never going to happen and I'm just wasting my time thinking about it. If I'm angry, I'll imagine myself getting revenge on them in some way, like them needing my help for a task and I refuse to do it.
Does anyone else do this?
Does anyone else do this?
