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Has anyone here also have a dark secret?

1.3K views 18 replies 15 participants last post by  Tinydancer20  
#1 ·
Well, I'd say my life is much darker then I expected it to turn out..... does anyone live like that too. Feeling like your life is darker then other lives?? Is it bad.... and should I just let go?

Like the people around you don't even know you??
 
#7 ·
I have a dark secret IRL...it's common knowledge online though.

Like the people around you don't even know you??
I experience this too, though only a very small part of it has to do with deliberately keeping secrets...mostly it has to do with people just not being interested in hearing what I want to share. People ignore me, reject me, tell me to shut up, so I keep to myself.

So, nobody really knows me. :stu
 
#8 ·
I once ate a train piece by piece...after I derailed it with my penis.

Seriously though, while I wouldn't call it a "dark" secret in the sense that I feel ashamed of it, it's something I did many years ago that was truly messed up but came about because I was an emotional wreak. I've forgiven myself and moved on, but am glad it didn't blow up in my face.
 
#10 ·
I once ate a train piece by piece...after I derailed it with my penis.

Seriously though, while I wouldn't call it a "dark" secret in the sense that I feel ashamed of it, it's something I did many years ago that was truly messed up but came about because I was an emotional wreak. I've forgiven myself and moved on, but am glad it didn't blow up in my face.
LOL first off nice avatar and you're female :blank haha jk... :p Glad someone forgave themselves!!
 
#17 ·
I killed myself about five years ago in an act of desperation, but God sent me back. Well, I was about 15 when I killed myself in 2008. God sent me back to 2005, but he erased my memory of the period 2005 - 2008 in the primary universe. Everything played out exactly the same in this secondary universe however. When I got to that day in October 2008 when I was supposed to kill myself, God made me remember EVERYTHING in order to prevent me from killing myself, which I was about to do again. All of these memories infused into me, plus me not killing myself, created an alternate, tangent universe in which we all live right now.
Sorry about that guys. Your lives may have turned out differently if it weren't for me, since I created a parallel universe. Probably not though, since I never met you and thus the change in me wouldn't really affect you. Unless I met someone who met someone who met someone who met you. Oh. My. God. WHAT HAVE I DONE!?