Does anyone here find themselves desperate for acceptance by family, friends, strangers, lovers,etc? Why I ask this question is because I find myself looking for acceptance from anybody and anything. My whole life I've felt like I've been on the outside looking in and trying to find myself and where I belong. I've basically had no friends, my family rejects me,etc.
Trying to find acceptance by any and everyone has led me down some dangerous life threatening roads.
I'm constantly on the search for praise and even rejection at times. Like with my mom I know she doesn't like me and she's ashamed of me. It's totally different from love , I know she loves me she just wishes I was someone else. As well as most of my family. My own mother won't have a conversation with because I'm basically to annoying! She constantly rejects me but I keep going back only to end up sad or depressed.
Trying to find acceptance by any and everyone has led me down some dangerous life threatening roads.
I'm constantly on the search for praise and even rejection at times. Like with my mom I know she doesn't like me and she's ashamed of me. It's totally different from love , I know she loves me she just wishes I was someone else. As well as most of my family. My own mother won't have a conversation with because I'm basically to annoying! She constantly rejects me but I keep going back only to end up sad or depressed.
