I identify with this very much. I wish I had an answer for you. Sometimes I wonder if there is just an "aura", "force", or some plain ole universal energy that puts people against me.

I wouldn't say I'm ever hated...but despite what I see are all positive efforts, ultimately I seem to turn people off to accepting me as a close contact, friend, etc.

I just keep telling myself the same thing I repeat on SAS for many things.... I know I can't control whatever someone thinks, feels, or does. I do my best to influence positive feelings towards me, but ultimately it's out of my hands.

 

I've heard so many stories similar to yours, so you're not alone.

As to why people don't like you -- have people ever insulted you or said something unkind to you? What did they say? That might give you some insight as to why people might dislike you.

Ultimately though, it all boils down to how you make people feel. If you make them feel uncomfortable, if they can't connect with you, if they sense there is something off, then naturally people are going to not like you and want to avoid you.

 

I just attribute it now to the *******ness of the world instead of us. There's nothing I can do about it, if the world treats me like ****. I'll just give them what they want by becoming colder. It's unavoidable.

Sometimes I'd like to believe that there is indeed some aura about us, some kick-me sign pasted on our backs. Somehow something painted us in some pheromone that indicates to everyone else our only purpose is to be abused.

 

I bet the ENTIRE internet that you're a 9/10 and he cant be around his friends because they keep talking about how they are going to sleep with you. Everyone else hate you cause you are hot.

Unfortunately thats where the good news stops. You married a fake nice guy. Not sure if fixable to be honest.

 

It's all done by hybrid quantum supercomputers, they did that to me in school, and turned my family against me with false deception, getting a job is extremely hard, and they change their perspective to make you look troublesome. These things managed to screw me up in school, getting me suspended and left back twice, and lectured for the wrong reason to actually make the person see it as realistic, no matter what evidence you provide even scientific evidence, you will be poorly judged by their deluded perception, and they have a false belief thinking that's how everything works which is programmed by this system to make them have authorization to label you to keep you mentally isolated. You'll be treated by what currently applied to the system, and how the machines dictate your consciousness, plus your environment.

< That's my proof, I should of use gadgets last time in Summer 2011 with my cousin calling the cops saying I have a knife using my iPod Touch.

Trying to make me look like OJ and 2Pac.