Soooo, I started college for the first time two days ago. for the past two weeks i've really stresses out about it. I'm afraid i'm gonna fail...not get a job that I really want...and let my family down. i've been talking to a friend about my stress and anxiety and it made my husband jealouse. So I told my friend...I knew things were gonna change to make my husband feel better but I feel so down and now I have no one to talk to about it. School really sucked my first day...I couldn't find parking and was 30 min late. I ugh..I dont feel like talking about this anymore.
I had to drop a class...I'm sitting next to an old bully in on class... man I feel so down, beyond tears just down. My husband told me he wants me to think i'm ugly. that when I feel insecure about myself I pay more attention to him. I have been hating how I look...feeling so ugly...I even cry when I look at myself...i'm so angry he let me feel that way. my problems are so dumb...I hate posting them but I have no one to talk to....So down