Well my parent's pay for my college tuition. I want to drop a class due to my SA...i don't think i can handle this one class, it's just too much! It's the only class where we're like crowded in this small classroom for 2 hours, and i feel so claustrophobic there...i hate having any type of physical contact w/ strangers like leg and leg or arm and arm...and that's how it is. every monday and wednesday. The people in my class make me feel uncomfortable too, i feel like they're all staring at me, and plus they're so outgoing...and i just sit there for 2 hours shaking inside (probably outside too). just feel like i want to hide in the corner when i go, or not even go at all. But if i do withdraw i'll have to make up time for that class idk what i'm going to do for that time, probably commit suicide. I'm almost headed in that direction. I'm just tired of being alone, anxious and scared all the time.