Hi, I'm not sure where to start. My anxeity was actually worse as a teenager. I'm not sure if it was from "homeschooling" or the abuse I endured as a child. My anxiety was probably a 10 when I was a teenager and dependent upon marijuana and now at 23 and sober, it's coming back, not just as social anxiety (8 or 9, depending on situations), but my OCD is really strongly coming out as well. Unfortunatey, I'm genetically prone to these problems, but my upbringing is probably the main source. I'm going to try to post as often as I can, and I would like to share some stories and my irrational embarrassments just to show myself that it's not so horrible for people to know things about the real me.