Alright so heres my biggest issue. I just cant talk. I can talk one on one (sometimes) but when I'm in a group I just feel like, I get too nervous ya know? When I use to go out and drink and just be talking non stop but even know I drink, I dont really talk, I"m just mellow. Is that part of s.a.? Or is that something completely different? Maybe I'm just boring and I need to take up some interests in order to talk? You know like "Hey Ted, so how bout them (insert favorite nfl football team here)?" I just sometimes feel that I"m not myself when I'm with people, and the only time I'm really myself is when I"m with family.