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It's a constant debate I have with myself. Where to draw the line between fighting/conquering SA and accepting it.
I don't really find it possible to live a life where I have to accept my SA, because that would mean I would exclude myself from others and withdraw almost to myself. I don't see any possible happiness in that scenario.
Neither do I find it possible to conquer my SA, it is way too difficult and all the energy causes mental and physical exhaustion.
So not sure where to go from here. I guess, in a way I'm still fighting...but lately the fight seems harder and harder...I'm at a point where I just feel nothing inside and have lost motivation to do anything.
I don't really find it possible to live a life where I have to accept my SA, because that would mean I would exclude myself from others and withdraw almost to myself. I don't see any possible happiness in that scenario.
Neither do I find it possible to conquer my SA, it is way too difficult and all the energy causes mental and physical exhaustion.
So not sure where to go from here. I guess, in a way I'm still fighting...but lately the fight seems harder and harder...I'm at a point where I just feel nothing inside and have lost motivation to do anything.