Hi everyone...the reason I'm here is because I struggle in a codependent relationship that had lead me to have social anxiety. I really don't have a life outside of my marriage and currently my marriage is on the rocks. I feel so lost because the last few years have been for my family not me. So now I'm evaluating myself and trying to work through this social anxiety I suffer from. I feel that I struggle most with getting jobs because interviews or reporting to people of authority scare the [email protected] out of me. I'm so frustrated because I know this is not logical thinking. But now that my marriage might be coming to an end I am forced to face my reality and my insecurities. I often look at strong and powerful self assure women with envy. Just wishing that I could be them. Somewhere along my life I let people and events take parts of me away and that small spark of something that I had has been extinguished. I feel like I may still be able to make a change in my life but I don't know where to start. I have a hard time organizing my thoughts. If anyone can offer some guidance I'm all ears...thanks!!