https://www.reddit.com/r/confession/comments/3joeih
better?
though it kinda gives you an idea of how rare it is for women to feel that way, so much so in fact, that it's a "confession" as if you are doing something wrong to have that preference :lol
as for the race stuff...people of all races can be attractive to others of their respective race, but I understand how you feel since I myself have this idea in my head of what an attractive male should look like, and they are fair skinned whites, I'm technically white myself but my skin tone is kinda dark :/