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Karmically Cryptic
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When you leave I can hardly breathe
You've got me, it's killing me softly
But I can't show it too soon
Today we talked all afternoon
Singing the same tune
Your eyes are so bright
And I know you see the light in mine
But do you know you're the one who makes em' shine?
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Look in my soul
You'll find a gaping hole
I'm escaping the toll I've paid
You're making the pain fade
The weight that weighed me down
The thoughts that made me drown
No longer come around
And I ain't goin' nowhere
If you need me I'm near
And it's clear to me
I care for you dearly
 

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Karmically Cryptic
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3AM and you're on my mind again
I drop my pride
Let you inside
I need to confide
I'm waking up with you on my mind
Love in the past has been hard for me to find
I won't let it pass me by this time
Even though we're going slow
I don't show inside I don't ever want to let you go
Every time we part
My heart comes apart at the seams
I wake up in the morning before the sun rises after my dreams
And you're shining through my mind likes streams of light beams
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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I don't know how to do this
I've been alone for so long
And all of these bruises
Still aren't gone
I feel like we're the perfect match
But I don't know how to detach
You make me feel alive
And when you're away like today
My mood takes a dive
Without you today I felt so alone
All the isolation deep beneath my skin
The cold chill within my bones
When I'm with you is the only time I feel at home
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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You've got me thinkin' how you're inked in my heart
How you're in almost every piece of my art
They say don't put all your eggs in one basket
What I feel for you I can't mask it
I have friends but I won't pretend that I don't want just you and me in the end
You're a godsend and I can't apprehend how you came into my life at just the right time
You found me in my right mind
Everyone's got issues
Mine is how much I miss you
The text you just sent saying hi
Lifted my mind into the sky
You want to take it slow, I'm game
I will never look at another woman the same
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Sometimes it may be hard to tell what I'm thinkin'
And in the past, it's been hard for me to let people in beyond skin deep
Might as well have been asleep while I was awake
Caught up in my head hiding from all the heartache
Look in my soul and you'll find a hole
Full of memories that can't be erased
Sometimes I catch myself staring into space
Caught up in thoughts of a different time and place
Temporarily feeling like the old me
A time when I felt so lonely within
All the isolation beneath my skin
The cold chill deep in my bones
You could hear it in my vocal tones
When I barely felt alive
When inside I'd try not to cry
And I told myself I didn't know why
As I turned a blind eye to reality
Afraid of what I'd see
Till I opened up my eyes and saw the beauty right before me
As wonder floods my mind again
Releasing the grips of the emotional arrest I've been in
Rememberin' how to come back to the now
Entering the flow as I let go of the constant need to know
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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In my meditation
I'm having trouble concentrating
Thoughts of you are circulating
Close my eyes for a while
And I start to see your eyes and your smile
So many things I could do with my time
But I spend most of it with you on my mind
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Feels like I'm walking the edge of a knife
When everything in my life feels so fragile
I do my best to stay agile and adjust
But I cannot seem to trust myself
With the waves of emotions I've felt
Over the past few days
All the ways it plays on my moods
The highs and lows have got me confused
And my heart is feeling a bit bruised
Every time I see you I feel moved
But then you go and I can't soothe the pain
You're the sun and I'm the rain
My bipolar brain in love has me questioning if I'm sane
It's too late now I've got you runnin' through my veins
You're a part of me and I'm forever changed
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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In my mind, I struggle and fight
Thinking about how to get this right
And I realize nothing's ever perfect
Now I can see I've been putting all my worth into it
Whether or not this works in the end
As our realities start to blend
Losing myself in you and all the things you do
And it's true I was less blue before I fell for you
It's not your fault though
It's just all these feelings I can't show
That cause me heartache when we take it slow
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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I'm doin' my best
And I confess
My heart's ****ing depressed
Without you around I'm kind of a mess
I don't even know how I'm handling the stress
Of these feelings that rest
In the center of my chest
That I can't express
Waiting till they can be addressed
Cause it's true I can't keep my eyes off of you
All I wanna do is tell you how I feel
My biggest strength is that I keep it real
My heart you never had to steal
Cause I gladly give it to you
So I'ma see this through
Despite the pain
And my overly emotional brain
Nothing's perfect
But you're worth it
And when it comes to love I finally feel I deserve it
So I'ma go through all this hurtin'
And don't you think you're ever a burden
This is on my end
I'm afraid to get hurt and so my true feelings I hide them
And we're going slow
Still my biggest fear is you're gonna go
And I know we never know the future
But if you leave my heart's gonna need sutures
 

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Wonder
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I'm done fallin'
Feet finally on the ground
I'm still all in
But things are simpler now
I feel like myself again
No longer lost in you
Rediscovered my Zen
And through the pain, I grew
 

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Wonder
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I'm concerned I let you down
I just want to correct this now
Show me how to release this
As I drown in my broken pieces
Waiting till this pain ceases
So I can find the place where my peace is
 

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I've been looking at a lot of Alexandre Diboine's art and it really makes me want to learn how to model in blender. I just wanna get a good night's sleep first.😄
 

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Wonder
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Life can get so complicated
But I don't question the worth in how long I've waited
Spent so long wondering why I'd been created
If this was the life I was fated
Feeling lost as the world rotated
Waiting for the pain in my chest making it hard to catch my breath to be alleviated
Put up walls so high they're now armor-plated
A shadow of my past cast over my heart that only love can make illuminated
 
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