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Karmically Cryptic
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I'm sittin' at home with smoke in my lungs
Thinkin' about how you could be the one
Baby you're so stunnin'
I wanna give you all my lovin'
You're runnin' circles in my mind
You're only crime is you stole my heart
It's only the start and I'm already missin' you when we're apart
I don't need no one else, I want you a la carte
 

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Karmically Cryptic
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When I'm with you I feel blessed
You take my breath till there's no air left in my chest
As my heart is put to the test
Beating so fast as it does it's best not to go into cardiac arrest
As I confess how I feel about you
I wish you could see yourself from my point of view
So you'd never have doubts about your true beauty inside and out
 

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This is the part at the start when we're apart and my heart misses yours
The only cure is your presence so that I can adore all that you are
Your essence is so pure it's like you're from the stars
I wish you weren't so far away, every time you leave I just want you to stay
You keep the thoughts that betray me at bay
Spending time with you is the best part of my day
I know we never know the future and it may not always be this way
So lets not waste time and dance the night away
 

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I would have never imagined
That this would have ever happened
You've seen me when my world was blackened
Didn't leave my side till the light shined again
When I'm with you I just keep it simple like zen
I'm open but I've yet to let you fully in
I'd been wonderin' when someone like you would come around
I feel like a king with his crown who's found his queen
You've got my brain high on dopamine
I ain't ever seen someone like I see you
I'ma do my best to continue to appreciate every little thing you do
As long as we're together, even in the stormy weather
I ain't looking for temporary, I'm looking for forever
 

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Karmically Cryptic
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I went through hell to get here
Felt the pain in every cell year after year
Couldn't see a way to dispel the loneliness and fear
I would worry and dwell on everything
And didn't know how to deal with all suffering it'd bring
Back then I'd never of been able to foretell I would find my way one day at a time
That my mind would become a place I feel safe in
That I would walk around with a grin
I didn't understand you sometimes have to fail to win
As I reflect on where I've been I see how far I've come
I finally feel alive instead of numb
I need to remember I'm doing better because it's the outcome of everything I've done
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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I'm sittin' here tryin' to think things through
You've got me trippin' as I'm distracted by thoughts of you
Writing is my passion and you're my muse, what can I do?
I hope to one day reveal everything I feel but it's too soon to show
I never want to have to ever let you go, so I take things slow
I've been cut deep in the past and I've moved too fast
For reasons I don't know just the thought of you silences my demons
I hope I get to grow with you through all of the seasons
For as long as I'm still breathin'
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Finally caught up on some sleep
I can tell I'm falling in deep when you're in my dreams
You're in my blood stream
In my eyes you're the most beautiful sight I've ever seen
I feel like a teen again
Back when my crushes left me feeling loveless
But I rose above this and found you
If only you knew everything I've been through to find you
I know these rose tinted glasses won't last forever
But whatever I'ma still treasure you flaws and all
Cause' whenever you call my heart beats faster
But it's okay cause' it's a feeling I'm after anyway
It just shows me how I feel about you
I just don't want to mess this up cause' these feelings are true
 

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Karmically Cryptic
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I'm a bit afraid cause' I know love can hurt much more than hate does
I believe in us and it's a must that we always have trust
I've seen relationships combust cause' there was a false love
Too many expectations of how the other person should be
As they try to change each others reality
With a lost sense of individuality
I'ma always let you be you and love all of you
And I hope you do the same for me too
You're on my mind a lot but I won't lose myself in you
Remember even if we're together, we're still two
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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I won't make promises that I can't keep
I feel like I love the whole world when you're beside me
The concrete city streets become paved in gold
And I can't see a world where your hand won't be mine to hold
But I need to slow down and come back to the ground
You've got my heart glowing and I feel like I'm floating
I'm just hoping things works out in the end
I promise I'll never break your heart but If you ever break mine I'll be left on the mend
And why do I get so nervous when I look into your eyes?
Butterflies spread their wings and all I can see are clear skies
All the years of tears and heartache
I used to think I'd never find someone who's worth the wait
 

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It's what you do to me
I feel your energy movin' through me
You liked me since you knew me
You were right in front of me and I couldn't see
Now all I want is a world where it's just you and me
I've got friends but in the end I've always been a bit of a loner
You're the only one I want to let get closer
I don't show it on the surface but you make me nervous
I've grown a lot since the last time cause last time I ****ed up big time
And in my mind I'm afraid I'ma do it again
So I pick up a pen and put down how I feel and then when you're around I play it down
I'm cautious, my mistakes in the past were unconscious
This time I'm prepared to show you I care
Nervous but not scared to open to you
This time everything feels so new
 

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Nobody's perfect, It's gonna be worth it
You showed me love, now I'm addicted
We're like fittin' puzzle pieces clickin'
I'm stickin' around cause' I know what I've found
I don't want to ever let you down
So glad you found me now
Thankfully you didn't see the man I used to be
I wasn't looking but here you are and now I'm ready
You've got me if you want me
If you break my heart it'll haunt me
Even though I know I'll survive
I still want you while I'm alive
 

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Gently gently touching fragile heart
Carefully tugging at heart strings
Playing it like a guitar
Releasing a sweet song
Wrapped up in the cords loving kindness
Back into the rhythm
Be still quiet heart
Away from the loud turmoil
Be released sweet bird to fly
No longer in that prison
I am the Lord who heals you
 

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I know when I'm alone I don't have to feel lonesome
I've just got so much love and I want to show some
Still I feel a bit lonely even though I know I don't have to be
It's temporary, it never lasts
If I don't resist it it'll be gone pretty fast
I can already feel it starting to pass as I write
Seein' the light again as it bends the thoughts in my head
Twisting them so I can see something better ahead of me
Even though I know my thoughts aren't reality
Especially when they're future focused
I don't believe in the law of attraction, to me it's hocus pocus
I believe in action on any possibilities I notice
 

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Wonder
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My writing doesn't come from my mind it comes from my soul
You've got my whole heart and I express it through my art
I'm giving you both parts cause' I don't wanna fall short
When were together I hope we never fall apart
Sometimes I need my space
But it'll never mean anything could ever replace you
I learned from my past and grew
I feel like this time it's something new
And your compliments to my poems and the pictures I drew
Showed how you appreciate me
You'd probably think I'm crazy if you knew how much you're on my mind lately
But then I wonder if you do the same too
Something inside me tells me it might just be true
 

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I love it in the night time
The best time to find me in my right mind
It's got me thinkin' of summer days
Days when we can get away
I've got these memories of us together
These memories will live forever
They'll never fade
I feel like we're on the same page
Still I need to keep a steady pace
If this we're a race you're already winnin'
My heart is yours, it's a given
It's all a little too much
And I'm in need of your love
 

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I've known you for two months and as we speak,
I've grown to like you now for three weeks
My whole life I've been in and out of hell
That's why it's hard to let you in
"Oh well," that's what I used to tell myself
While insisting that I don't need no help
I know if I mess this up, I'll be messed up
So I open up cause' I want your love
When you took that risk it was a sight to see
Showed me you'd risk your life for me
I wanna show you I'd do the same for you too
I'm not in a rush and maybe it sounds like too much
But I'ma give you all my trust cause'
Through all this writing and reflecting I just realized I'm in love
I thought I was just falling in but now I'm all in
 

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You thrill me but this waiting is killin' me
I'll wait as long as I have to
I just wish you knew how I really feel about you
I'll admit I feel a bit agonized by our goodbyes
You can see it in my eyes
But you're smile like a sunrise reminds me tomorrows a new day
I've got so much I want to say to you
But I haven't had the chance to say what I need to
I pretend like it doesn't hurt but it never works
I'm addicted to you like cigarettes
You've got my heart on fire and I don't want no regrets
 

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Wonder
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As I try to keep my head level
In one ear I'm hearing an upset devil
The other has an angel trying to sell me hope
As I cope trying to dodge
The mental barrage
Of negative thoughts
Tying me up in knots
From my blind spots
The past comes up and haunts me
Taunting me it's exhausting
It costs me so much sleep
I've lost count of counting sheep
So I keep in mind all the times
Things were much worse than this
When my life felt purposeless
When people weren't who they appeared on the surfaces
But I've learned from this
As I had to adjust
Just so I could trust again
As the dust settles within
I begin reflecting on where I've been
And seeing how far I've come
How I now feel alive instead of numb
But I need to remember I'm doing better
Because it's the outcome of everything I've done
 

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Wonder
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This girl's got me fallin' in love
And it's got me thankin' up above
The universe has me waitin'
I traverse her presence with mine, stayin' patient
Waitin' for the right time
Lookin' for a sign but I know they're all in my mind
The silverlinin' is she keeps eyein' me
While I act like I can't see her movin' closer
I keep composure
I can't wait till this is over
I know that I want you
But I succumb to every doubt
About whether this is gonna work out
For now, I'ma keep showin' you more of who I am
Until you're calling me your man
 
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