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Dreamer
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I'm thinking that I'm keen to continue the creative roll I've got going, but two hours sleep is not really enough to run on.
 

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What happened?
When did I stop laughing?
When did I start to feel like I'm lacking in every area of my life?
When did this knife appear in my chest
When did I stop getting any deep rest
When did I start feeling stressed and depressed half the time
When did my mind no longer feel like mine?
When did I start asking myself if there's even a reason for me to breathe
When did my mind start to deceive me?
When will I be free from my insecurity?
When did I stop dreaming?
What happened to my feelings?
Why am I numb?
What have I become?
When did I start feeling like I'm noone?
So cold from the loneliness I'm feeling frozen
Spending most days coping, hoping I can stay open
But then my emotions flow in leaving me feeling broken
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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The pressures of this world aren't fair and sometimes they may leave you feeling despair, just remember to take in the air and trust there are people who care.

Take a breath, you've still got time left. When you're feeling lonely know you're not the only one and that weight on your shoulder might weigh a ton but

"there will be peace when you are done."

There's more to this existence than we can see with our naked eyes and sometimes our own thoughts arise telling us lies

Some day, some time, some way I'll find the perfect rhyme to say what I need to say, how everything will be okay.
 

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Karmically Cryptic
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Too much time to reflect and dissect my mindset I suspect it's the reason my emotions are sometimes leavin' me feelin' wrecked.

When left unchecked my mind has a tendency to project a false reality making it hard to see what's right in front of me.

I deflect negativity and interject with intellect to correct their fallacy when someone tries to step up to me and attempts to judge, I refuse to budge.

I need to remind myself from time to time I am the architect of my own mind, to decline the ideas of others trying to infect my inner design.

When emotions are bursting, thoughts are stirring, it feels like we're burning and it all seems endlessly recurring...trying to find the right wording to say...

...nobody's perfect and even if we sometimes feel we have no purpose and we're feeling worthless I know we're all worth it.
 

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Wonder
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Floating on a river of emotion
Stilling commotion in motion
Flowing in stillness I open
Expansive like the ocean
Chosen words unspoken
Woven in a golden poem
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Days pass, fading into the past
What's happening now won't last
Unable to grasp the moment
Like sand slipping through our hands
Emotions overflowing like water from broken dams
Till it all settles like a single morning dew drop on flower petal
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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This morning my head's feeling foggy
Looking towards the future but it's to cloudy for me to see
Despite the decreased visibility I possess the ability to express mental agility
High mobility, dodging bombs dropping like lyrical artillery
I maintain my dignity even though I know I'm sometimes lacking in humility
And it's killing me to know it would only be an act of futility
I show no sympathy, I could write a symphony that exquisitely disses the whole industry
But I'll hold back to protect my own sanity
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Wish I could find a way to be happy somehow
but I'm feeling pretty crappy right now
I want to open my mind and let hope in my mind
Sometimes I find I just want to leave this place without a trace
The weekends are the hardest, take me up in space with the stardust
Take me away someplace far, to the farthest star
Someplace I can heal this scar
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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I'm thinking I'm overthinking as my forehead is wrinkling it's giving me an inkling that it may be why I feel like I'm sinking

Feeling a bit wound up, I need to slow down and backup, gently turn this around by calming down and tuning into the background,

Into the silence behind the sound and allow myself to unwind inside my mind and body to find and embody some peace of mind

Taking a brief pause to step out of time decreasing my heartbeat and breathe to find some relief underneath these feelings that are concealing inner peace
 

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Permanently An Idiot
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I've been watching diorama videos on YT for a while. They're so amazing and I'm always in awe of how stuff is made. Just decided to watch this one video that looked really intricate so I was seriously excited... only to discover all the buildings were (I think) 3D printed and shipped in. For some reason, this really disappointed me and now I feel like an *** :ROFLMAO: Like, no, I don't care how much painting and scenery you did for this, why didn't you personally stack tiny bricks into multiple shapes, you lazy person?
 

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Many thoughts were circling through my head, but once I got to this thread, the only thing I could think is how Uncreative, non-artistic, and emotionally stunted I am. Well I guess I’ll try:

I don’t know how to
Make art because I have no
Creativity
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Every image of you in my mind makes me want to cry
Sometimes I don't know how I'm making it through, left here asking why?
You were the one and every day I ask myself if there's anything I could have done?
It's truly killing me, sometimes I wake up thinking you're next to me
Then my chest gets heavy as I come back to reality
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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Breath deep and put a gentle intention on releasing the inner tension
Relax, allow the mind to unwind like a clenched fist releasing its grasp
Let go, gently put your attention on the breath, and let it flow naturally
Calmly relax the body, soften your heart in the center of your chest
Worry not about making mistakes just doing your best is all it takes
There's no pressure and when it comes to your worth there's no measure
Our thoughts can be deceiving and I know you may not believe me
But you don't have to for it to be true
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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The wind breathes through the leaves
Trees setting their roots deep
The world sleeps under the moon
Like the rising sun at noon the sleeping wake from their dreams
Streams of consciousness in a waking populace
 

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A Mountain With Wings
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I just wanna chill
And embrace the vibes
Alone, in the dark
Until it is bright
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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We can cease chasing the thoughts in our mind by allowing them to run their own course
Let them run free and wild till they settle, like horses running wild in a meadow
Do not chase after the horse, be your own master, let your heart fill with laughter,
Your mind with curiosity and wonder, to feel again as you did when you were younger
Before the past and future filled you with fear, anger, sorrow, or resentment
In the present, you will find peace, love, and contentment
Do not resist for what we resist persists, let it be and you will begin to see
To realize with our real eyes, the nature of awareness in disguise
To see the beauty in the relation of the apple to the tree
To see all life in loving harmony
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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@Canadian Brotha If you were referring to what I wrote and meant Serenity, Tranquility, and Peace, then thank you.:) It's sometimes hard to tell, you may have just been pondering your creative works. By the way I like your music.👌
 

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Karmically Cryptic
Wonder
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When you're in the darkness just relax and breathe
The light will shine soon when you let it be
You'll see with clarity through the confusion created by the shadows illusion
Nothing to fret for fear itself isn't a threat
Nor is it a promise, we never know, simply rest in the calmness
Allow the process to take place at its own pace
No need to force anything, there is no race
Each time you will see a bit more clearly to the beauty in everything that is reality
Not separate from you and me
See through the illusion of duality
Life being taken far too seriously
Life is a dance to play and sing, within the flow of everything


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