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I don't get it...not having a bad day, but still feeling those leap-from-a-ledge urges.

:squeeze

 

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My favorite thing about October, The Rocky Horror Picture Show will be playing in select cinemas.

Oh yeah! I forgot they do that. My sister went once and people even dress up. Love that movie.

 

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Yea they dress up and sometimes people do the choreography along with the movie!

Pretty cool. That's something I'd totally go watch.

 

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Thinking about how much I've screwed things up.

 

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Should I jump in front of a subway or the go train? Maybe a via train because those go the fastest.

 

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I guess I mean nothing. I'm pointless. Screw it all.

 

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I shouldn't have gone back to the doctor. I deserve to be sick.

 

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Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing to know that I'll be a disappointment for the rest of my life. I guess it's good, so I don't have to ruin anyone else's life every again.

 

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Hope the crying I've done today will hold me over for the next week.

Yup, me too. I cried myself to sleep last night and woke up with bags under my eyes. Hopefully that's it for a bit, lol.

 

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Thinking about the time I wasn't sick, lol.

 

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I'll probably be replaced and/or forgotten, so who cares anymore.

 

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I belong dead in a ditch somewhere.

 

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I really hope I can get my Christmas shopping done at a decent time this year. I really don't need the extra stress.

 

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I've been bored-eating too much lately

That is a big weakness of mine. Really contributed to my weight gain, without realizing. Gotta keep yourself busy around the house.

 

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My wife called me last night and sent this picture through of a big spider on her back window.

Not much I could do about it as I live 25 km's away - what a relief! That thing looks like it should have it's own postcode.

With all due respect, I'm never visiting your country.

 

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I wish we would put up the Christmas tree this year. I miss it.

 

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Still plenty of time...

My mom doesn't want it up anymore.

 

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I have bruises all over my legs. It's bothering me that I am bruising so easily.

 

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Is this something new? If you are bruising more easily than usual, and you are tired all the time, you could be anemic. Severe anemia can also make you more depressed, so you might want to get your iron levels checked.

My iron has a history of always being too low. But it's pretty recent with the abundance of bruises. So now there's one more thing I have to go to the doctor for, along with a cough that won't go away.