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So today I went and drank like 8 whiskey and cokes and 6 beers. So I walked home and apparently I went ridiculous on my family. I was yelling at them and saying they didn't know me and had no idea the problems i dealt with. I told them I was going to kill myself. My mom, sister and niece were all crying. I punched two holes in the walls. My mom and her friends took me to the hospital and I was put in a hospital gown and sat in a room and was told to be quiet. They told me if I acted up they would strap me to the bed.
A social worker came and asked me what was wrong and I explained how I was diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder and she said it made complete sense. she also mentioned ways to get help. Now my mom is telling me to quit worrying about finding a job and to start focusin on getting help.
I kept tellin the social worker that if I wasn't drunk I would not be talkin to her. She said that it was very typical of social anxiety to be open when intoxicated because they're usually very closed off.
Such a wild night. I feel bad for putting the holes in the walls :blank
A social worker came and asked me what was wrong and I explained how I was diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder and she said it made complete sense. she also mentioned ways to get help. Now my mom is telling me to quit worrying about finding a job and to start focusin on getting help.
I kept tellin the social worker that if I wasn't drunk I would not be talkin to her. She said that it was very typical of social anxiety to be open when intoxicated because they're usually very closed off.
Such a wild night. I feel bad for putting the holes in the walls :blank