Everytime i take vacation from work, I feel weird. I feel like i'm not normal like others w/ a girl. or etc etc.
The past few days I took vacay and spent it w/ family. I'm not shameful of it, and used the time to build a weird relationship between my sibling. However, it just feels weird sort of speak.
I guess I imagined I'd be on a trip w/ a girl, or spend time w/ her. It's weird. Saw a couple today, and it just triggered some thoughts.
I've broken up for 2-3+ years and I suppose I crave that relationship, yet since working I haven't had the opportunity to meet others.