Good job, that takes courage. The first thing that usually strikes me about SA videos like these, including yours, is that people with SA often don't even look or sound like someone with SA. I think it just goes to show you how irrational our thoughts are, that we criticize ourselves so much.
What really touched me about your vid is when you were talking about how debilitating SA has been for you, your entire life, I could really hear the pain and sadness in your voice when you spoke of that. And I know exactly how you feel, to live a lifetime with this is more than anyone should have to endure.
But the good news is that you are aware of what's going on, of what you need to do, don't stop fighting. Good luck...