The college i'm going to dosen't have student accommodation so it was quite hard finding a place to live. Eventually i was put into contact with a girl who was looking for a roommate, we couldn't find anyone else so we decided to get a place together. Shes coming down on Sunday and i'm freaking out now because we've never actually properly met and it will only be the two of us in the house so it's probably going to be really awkward. Is/was anybody else in the same situation before?
Also i feel like i have to to get this off my chest but ever since my parents left after dropping me off i've been feeling really depressed, my stomach hurts and i'm like getting panic attacks. I spent about five minutes crying earlier on and that just made me feel worse about myself, i don't know what to do i'm just feeling terrible at the minute.