I've decided that for a whole month, I'm not going to think, worry about, or analyze my lack of relationships. I've been obsessing about friendships and romance ever since middle school. I've never just simply lived, and did things that I enjoyed simply because I enjoyed them. For example, I was going to move to another state because I am sick of where I live. However, I decided against it because I thought it would be too difficult to make friends there. Also, there was a travel job that I was going take, but decided against it because I thought I'd never be able to find a man & start a family with a job like that. Dumb, I know. So I am just going to try this for a month, and see what happens. It'll be nice to stop constantly thinking about what I "lack."