Hey Hadron, I'm glad that you decided to join the forums, that's a great step in itself to be able to find the courage to discuss with other people the problems you face. I understand about being a shy person at school, when I was younger I was so shy that I had very few friends and only a couple of really close friends, never any big groups. (In fact I still do really). I can relate to the fear of meeting new people because you're afraid they'll find you boring, that is something that lingers in my subconscious as well when meeting others.
Anyway I hope you find everyone here welcoming and caring and don't be afraid to talk about anything that's bothering you, or anything else and I wish you luck in your progress. =)