I find myself rather confused; I must have written all posts in this forum.
In any other case I stand corrected and am not, after all, the only brain on this planet that keeps functioning these unpleasant thoughts.
Welcome! I just got here yesterday myself. I've had social anxiety for years having spent so much time alone and avoiding certain social situations, and relationships in general. I never consulted and participated in any forums for this before, but i enjoy speaking with and reading about other people who experience similar things to what I experience.