I know I genuinely need help for my SA, but I also have hang ups about psychologists/therapists. I have been to two therapists in the past and I can't say it was a negative experience. However, I also feel like I am just paying to talk to someone. Why won't people talk to me without paying them? I don't have alot of money (nor did I have health insurance when I was going) and was hammered by both therapists whenever I was late on the payment or the check bounced, etc. the fact that when I stopped going neither of them bothered to find out why just enforced my belief that they only cared about my money, and not me. I don't know what to do. I really want to get help but I can't afford it, and I really think I will feel the same way towards any therapist I get. Anyone else feel this way towards therapists or am I just being unjustly paranoid?