This is a random post but it is my true feelings. I don't post often as I tend to be a lukrer, but the fact is I am feeling so great right now that all else's opinion's are what they are, opinions. Don't get me wrong as you all are a great bunch of people and provide me w/ comfort when I need it and one of my goals is to be efficient enough in time to do the same for you all. The way I feel right now is unexplainable and, it is amazing, and is the way I want to live my life. I am working on it gradually but it will take time. All I see right now is the positive, and I accept and override any negative, and move on. To accomplish this in our normal daily lives will do wonders. I will be there and so will you all that never die trying. This is not a triumph and does not belong there. I am just expressing my current feelings.