Finally I'm beating this...for anyone that has been following my story, I lost out on a job this week as a police officer because of SA. I was taking paxil and they disqualified me. I am angry....My anger now outweighs my fear. I went to a bar today and sat alone.. had a drink and a club sandwich. I didn't care who looked at me. No more SA for me. I'm facing this beast and beating it. Tomorrow a movie alone. Then a drink on a Friday night at a crowded bar. Maybe talk to a girl who I do not know. This will no longer own me. :duel The battle is on.