[darkknight]

Finally I'm beating this...for anyone that has been following my story, I lost out on a job this week as a police officer because of SA. I was taking paxil and they disqualified me. I am angry....My anger now outweighs my fear. I went to a bar today and sat alone.. had a drink and a club sandwich. I didn't care who looked at me. No more SA for me. I'm facing this beast and beating it. Tomorrow a movie alone. Then a drink on a Friday night at a crowded bar. Maybe talk to a girl who I do not know. This will no longer own me. :duel The battle is on.

 

[dogluck18]

Nice. I too made some trips out of the house finally. Felt pretty damned good (even though I didnt go very far).

However, it depends how im feeling during the day to get the courage to go somewhere myself.

Maybe the jobloss was a sign of good things to come?

 

[senorsteve]

i like that attitute
go get em

 

[guabangetgitudeh!!!!]

COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana :banana BANANAS 4 YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

remember your fear is a sign for you to keep going not to run away. And always know that the only way to eliminate fear is to go out and do it

 

[SunLite]

Ya go get um man!

 

[Anatomica]

right on, that's the right attitude! :yes

 

[Melusine]

Good luck, i'm sure you'll do fine, keep us updated and please share your 'techniques'

 

[darkknight]

That quote

The furniture polish quote is hilarious. If you don't have a copyright on it, I would like to use that. :haha

 

[Anxiety75]

Have at it!

 

[millenniumman75]

Darkknight,

SunLight and Joy may also use real lemons in their dish detergent :lol. That is unreal, though.

In terms of your fight with SA, you go! As I mentioned in another post to you, just be careful with the alcohol stuff when you go into a bar. Don't let it become a coping mechanism.

 

[QuietGuy]

Thats the spirit Darknight! Reading your post is great inspiration for me. SA will not own us, we will all overcome!!

 

[missnat84]

Great attitude to have,keep it up :banana

 

[User]

Confronting SA head on is one of the most difficult things I can think of, but all of us are going to have to do it eventually. Here's to bravery !

 

[ghostgurl]

Great. Get out there and kill the beast. :duel

 

[whiteclouds]

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