high as a kite and texting a girl i like. Im shaking uncontrollaby and need to take out my contacts. Thinkin about staying with glasses, i look damn good and smart in my glasses.
I got up in an ok mood. i work in a new position at work (Information Technology) and even though i am nervous about it i like it pretty well...i got a lot to learn but i forced myself to do it. So i guess im excited because its what im going to school for. i havnt done much today just read, run errands, and talk to my girlfriend so today has been good.
Pretty bored. It's been raining ALL DAY long! Haven't really done much, except watch a few movies and play Texas Hold'Em. A friend invited me over tonight, but, I don't feel like going. I'm in a good mood though.
Today was eventful. For me. Went to my grandparents house and helped my Grandmother clean out her 1970's living room. It was really hard to watch her keep some of her Godawful stuff. But... it's her life... We went through some boxes hidden under her couch and I got to keep some 1950's romance novels. I don't know if I'll get around to reading them though, they just look good on the shelf.
And she gave me a coffee tin FULL TO THE BRIM with pennies. For me to count. I know there's a lot of money in there but I just felt depressed knowing that I have time to count them all.
After that I went to my ballet rehearsal. I was anxious above normal and my dancing was stressed and rigid. Not fluid and graceful like it was supposed to be. Ugh. Recital is tomorrow.
So now I have to sit my lazy butt down and get working on a screenplay for a film I'm making with my only friend. I have two weeks. We make films with Groovy Girls because we have no resources. But all young aspiring directors start like that I suppose.
I'd better start this screenplay soon but I'm getting sidetracked.
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