I just got stoned for the first time in several years. I have always known that marijuana makes me paranoid and socially anxious. I just got high and my social anxiety went through the roof. I am obsessing whether or not people know if I am high, whether or not they are thinking that I am acting strange. I am rechecking every situation in my mind to see if I portrayed myself accurately and that my message was received correctly. I am even obsessing that I will get judged in response to this message. It is the first time I really paid attention to what happens to my mind and body when I get socially anxious.