Me and my whole family have been stressing about my mom, who is fighting cancer right now, its definitely taken its toll on me, but I've been toughing it out and have also been thinking of life.. and death... But a voice told me it was alright, it told me not to try and figure everything out right now, just live for the moment and make the experiences so you can share and enlighten them onto other people. It also told me there is something more beautiful then what we call reality, but it is not after death, you are living in it right now but you just aren't aware of it, one day you will, you will bask in all the beauty you can imagine, and more. I really didn't know what to think of this at the time, but now it's opened my eyes a little bit and has me a little speechless... But I will put my faith in it and see where I go, I haven't got much to lose, so why not?