Here we go, whining about quitting cannabis. I just didn't realize how much life sucks so more without it. Everything is starting to get clear and it sucks. I love being stoned, it helps me focus, helps me forget about the pain of everything, makes me feel at least a bit normal. However, if I don't quit, I go to jail. Yesterday I got put on probation and they want me attend anger management and get evaluated for substance abuse. I hate Virginia, a total waste of tax-payers fund considering I didn't get charged in any drug related crime, all this for assaulting my "brother." Little ******* of who used to be my brother snitched to them I smoke weed. Worst thing is he's a bigger pothead than I. Now I'm forced to drink and I don't even like drinking, but I need to feel something goddamn it.