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havent been to one since high school, went with some old friends and at first i was fine, had my gin and juice lol but i was ok for quite awhile, i get to the party, good thing i had a buzz by the time i got there or otherwise i would have been extremely nervous but i was talking to everyone pretty quickly.

everyone is basically just drinking and laughing the whole time, good times right...well i ran into someone i havent seen since high school, she asks if i want a shot of tequila, we both did 2 shots of this.

right after that im outside on deck in the back, starting to feel really drunk...then something very strange happened, i still cant explain it...some blonde girl walks up to me, i have never seen or met her before. She looks me dead in the eye, puts both hands on my cheeks and tells me she loves me! im serious lol, i was shocked, so i pulled her close and said "no you dont...prove it" she said i love you again, i asked her name and she says "it doesnt matter, your never going to see me again"...then walks away and leaves the party...was she just messing with me? i was more drunk than she was for sure but it was just so random.

then everything went downhill right after that, so those 2 shots of tequila by this time is really hitting me hard, i took a seat and was started feeling really sick, my friends were all checking up on me, so i was in good hands...my 1 friend notices i look like im about to puke, he goes "dont hold it back, let it out! let it out!" so i puked and everyone chanted lol but it was so embarrassing, im so glad that girl wasnt around for that.

after i puked in front of a bunch of people, i blacked out at this point...i woke up at 7am this morning in a recliner chair, in the living room of the house the party was at...what a face plant that night was, everyone said they were cool about it and i didnt make an *** out of myself...

i didnt fall down but after that happened, it made me realize ppl dont know the circumstances of why my night went like that and who cares what they think...this was the only way i got over the embarrassment of it all.

anyways...moral of the story, dont go 7 months without drinking and mix tequila with gin.
 

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thats too bad, other than aug 1st in vancouver...last saturday was the first time i went out to do something wiht ppl and it went horribly wrong lol but iw ant to go do it again, this weekend im trying something new...every weekend im gunna make a good effort to do something new other than sitting at home...last 2 weekends were great for ONCE other than those last couple hours on saturday lol
 

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see thats the thing, i have never met her before....i walked by her i think earlier but no looks from her nor did i say anything....i was out of it, i could tell what was going on but i was onr ubber legs...i was standing there, quite....she was obviously drunk but i was WAYYY mroe than she was, i just dont know why she said wut she said..."your never going to see me again" how does someone do that, go home and have a good ol' laugh about it? she wasnt stumbling around either....i dunno, this same place is having another party before the end of august, maybe i'll run into her again but that would be akward...i asked ppl who were there about her, noone remembers anyone coming up to me cause they were all smashed as well.

i wasnt nervous tho, i pulled her right up to my side, she didnt pull away or nothing for a minute or so...no wonder i got sick, i was upset! lol nah, i was actually weirded out and too out of it to follow her back into the house.

perhaps she was doing ecstasy...i dont do that stuff but i hear it makes you love everything
 
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