Hi everyone. I'm turning 24 this weekend. this is the first time i've ever joined anything like this. It's the middle of the night and I just can't take it anymore. I'm so lonely and depressed and stuck. I only have one good friend in real life but shes so much like me that sometimes I wish i had someone else because she doesn't help my situation at all. I've made friends online over the years and they have all drifted away and stopped talking to me. I just wish I had someone to talk to. I did meet an amazing person this summer but seeing as I have a SAD, its impossible for me to talk much to him in person on like skype and so he really don't know what to say to me anymore and has found other people who are much more fun to talk to who actually talk. Sorry if this is confusing or rambling. I'm just feeling so alone right now. Lately I just start crying out of nowhere and just wonder what I ever did to deserve this.