Feeling like crap errday!
So, right now I'm having my mid year exams and all the teachers are arranging up remedial classes for the upcoming exams to review what we have studied and give us some very crucial important notes for us to study. The problem is, I want to go to these remedial classes because I do not want to miss out on anything. But SA made me miss it. I am just too anxious and scared to go to class and see everyone sitting in pairs/groups and I'm the one sitting alone. I don't want people to think like "why does that guy never talk" or "that guy is so weird", I don't want to be the only one sitting alone awkwardly being quiet while everyone is busy talking and laughing away. I would rather miss the class and make people think that there was something more important for me to do so that I can show people that I actually have a life besides being extremely quiet(when I actually don't ) Recently i just finished my biology exams and some topics that were on the exam were not what I studied for. So what did i do? I left them blank. Then I just found out from my friend that those topics were from the worksheets the teacher gave to us during remedial(which I didn't go to) So yeah, I have a chemistry exam on monday and I missed today's remedial because of my SA. GREAT. I'm gonna miss out from more important notes and I'mm gonna ****ing screw the exam.