I currently suffer from SAD, its been 7 years now if not more. my job is set partly in a social enviroment. ive been there for almost 9 months now and i am thinking about living. i feel unhappy and unappreciated at work. although i know i must be doing something right or i would be fired by now. though in the past i only was afraid of social situations, now ever since i've been working i have panic attacks and a frequent urge to vomit or move my bowels i was told that my phobia is the cause. this job pays ok. iam able to pay my bills, not as much as i would like but everything is stable finacially. but is it worth every thing i am going trough should i take a break? so what should i do?