I don't think I can do it. I have nowhere to meet people and I couldn't find anyone to relate to anyway and I'm 16 so why even bother? Its not going to matter anyway. I'm just feeling so horribly, awfully lonely and I keep imagining what it would be like, having someone there and then I think of all the people who say it's stupid and typical of a teenager and I'm just as dumb as other girls my age, and I keep imaging all the people that mock us for wanting to be in relationships and Its just f***ing torture. I really f***ing hate this.