Trust is hard </3
So I had some pretty crappy friends to be honest :/ Which I kinda clung to and just convinced myself that it was just me being insecure and they were good friends. But I've realized they're not at all 0.o So I actually did find some new friends!! And one thing that my crappy friends always did was if I got behind in the hallway, they wouldn't wait up for me... and yesterday one of my new friends did. No one's ever done that for me in such a long time, and it just feels great that someone finally has.