Yeah I should try and spend less too -it's been crazy lately.
Set your intentions, goals, aspirations for the week
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For this week and ongoing indefinitely: I am going to buy only the products of small local independent British businesses from the small local independent shops, paying for everything with cash notes and coins! 
The conspiracy that used to target me in and around my town is not a problem for me anymore. One shade (which is what I say instead of day, now) all the abusive behaviour and attempts to control me simply stopped. I know that the reason why it all stopped is my powers -- but I am so happy and relieved that it has stopped that I don't want to talk about this; I have simply accepted that they are all being very nice to me now.
I am a nice girl, and I am not corrupt or nasty. I still reside independently on benefits, doing my own cooking, cleaning, shopping, etc. I have no friends and no love interests of any sort. There is a woman at one of my favourite cafes who looks pretty much exactly like Brec Bassinger if she had the body of Melissa Benoist, but I simply order my food and drink from her and try very successfully not to stare at her unless she is obviously not able to notice that I am doing it (and even then I feel guilty for doing so). I hope that people understand what I am saying.
Some people will know of my all-aspects plan to defeat the CIA, banking mafia, and military industrial complex with what I called strong personal economic and political choices. (Basically only buying grown-in-Britain and made-in-Britain products of small local independent British businesses from small local independent shops, in person, face to face, paying for EVERYTHING with cash notes and coins -- including paying ALL bills in cash.) It occured to me recently that since the CIA, banking mafia, and military industrial complex is no longer any sort of threat to me personally -- assuming that it was them who used to be targeting me, since I never actually found out for sure because of the secrecy -- then I don't need to continue with my all-aspects plan for the purpose of compelling them to stop targeting me.
Even so, I have decided to continue doing all the same things anyway. This is because I am a superheroine. Reign The Superheroine. Meg The Worthy. (Meg like Cindy from Stargirl, whose actress' name I like to use because it references Morgana: one of my names, although I am nice!)
When it comes down to it, although it might be a lot easier to go back to the supermarkets and get out the credit card for contactless payments or whatever... I simply can't bring myself to do these things anymore. Not after having had a taste of the way it makes me feel to have gone all small local independent business and all cash in my shopping routines. I know that since I am The Goddess and since the world reflects and represents me and my choices, that I am doing good and making the world a better and safer place for everyone (including for myself). I still care about stopping a nightmarish future like Skynet from Terminator or the one from the movie Days of Future Past from becoming a reality. These people are not targeting me anymore, but I learned exactly what sort of people they are and exactly what sort of things they are prepared to do to those they consider to be a threat or essential resource: the sort of things I am sure they might do to all of you if it wasn't for them being afraid of how many of you there are, and if it wasn't for their inability to successfully suppress all of you at the moment if you as a group recognise the threat they could pose to you in the future.
They still have to be stopped. And the things I have been doing are good for a sustainable world in all sorts of ways. Anti-corporatist vegan/vegetarian environmentalism is simply a good thing to do, so as I said: I am going to continue doing all of it!
The conspiracy that used to target me in and around my town is not a problem for me anymore. One shade (which is what I say instead of day, now) all the abusive behaviour and attempts to control me simply stopped. I know that the reason why it all stopped is my powers -- but I am so happy and relieved that it has stopped that I don't want to talk about this; I have simply accepted that they are all being very nice to me now.
I am a nice girl, and I am not corrupt or nasty. I still reside independently on benefits, doing my own cooking, cleaning, shopping, etc. I have no friends and no love interests of any sort. There is a woman at one of my favourite cafes who looks pretty much exactly like Brec Bassinger if she had the body of Melissa Benoist, but I simply order my food and drink from her and try very successfully not to stare at her unless she is obviously not able to notice that I am doing it (and even then I feel guilty for doing so). I hope that people understand what I am saying.
Some people will know of my all-aspects plan to defeat the CIA, banking mafia, and military industrial complex with what I called strong personal economic and political choices. (Basically only buying grown-in-Britain and made-in-Britain products of small local independent British businesses from small local independent shops, in person, face to face, paying for EVERYTHING with cash notes and coins -- including paying ALL bills in cash.) It occured to me recently that since the CIA, banking mafia, and military industrial complex is no longer any sort of threat to me personally -- assuming that it was them who used to be targeting me, since I never actually found out for sure because of the secrecy -- then I don't need to continue with my all-aspects plan for the purpose of compelling them to stop targeting me.
Even so, I have decided to continue doing all the same things anyway. This is because I am a superheroine. Reign The Superheroine. Meg The Worthy.
(Meg like Cindy from Stargirl, whose actress' name I like to use because it references Morgana: one of my names, although I am nice!)When it comes down to it, although it might be a lot easier to go back to the supermarkets and get out the credit card for contactless payments or whatever... I simply can't bring myself to do these things anymore. Not after having had a taste of the way it makes me feel to have gone all small local independent business and all cash in my shopping routines. I know that since I am The Goddess and since the world reflects and represents me and my choices, that I am doing good and making the world a better and safer place for everyone (including for myself). I still care about stopping a nightmarish future like Skynet from Terminator or the one from the movie Days of Future Past from becoming a reality. These people are not targeting me anymore, but I learned exactly what sort of people they are and exactly what sort of things they are prepared to do to those they consider to be a threat or essential resource: the sort of things I am sure they might do to all of you if it wasn't for them being afraid of how many of you there are, and if it wasn't for their inability to successfully suppress all of you at the moment if you as a group recognise the threat they could pose to you in the future.
They still have to be stopped. And the things I have been doing are good for a sustainable world in all sorts of ways. Anti-corporatist vegan/vegetarian environmentalism is simply a good thing to do, so as I said: I am going to continue doing all of it!
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