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Yeah basically fantasizing about how bad you could make your life, burning all your bridges, killing your career and education and career prospects, getting into a fight and getting beaten or stabbed, or thrown in jail, thinking about what you could do to really hit rock bottom and then getting scared how easily you actually could do that if you tried.
 

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I wanna OD on drugs.
I wanna be homeless.
I wanna cut myself.
But only sometimes.

I don't know if you'd call them fantasies but, I think I get this.
I just want to hurt myself. In lots of ways.
 

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I'm not necessarily talking about suicidal fantasies. However, I often end up daydreaming about terrible things happening to me. In particular, I tend to fantasize about some immense failure in my life or doing something to make everyone despise me. I mainly get lead into these when I'm having trouble sleeping at night, and it is rather annoying since then sleep is delayed even more.

So, does anyone else experience something similar? :um
*gives sleep meds*
 
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