I've always avoided most people as if they were contagious my whole life. Now that I'm 21, I regret compromising my social skills. I've been holding back form college for 2 years now because of my SA. Everybody talks about college as if it were their best years, I would hate to waste mine. I just wanna be 'normal' (they don't know how lucky they are to be so characterless) Its now or never for me (funds are running out lol) and I would hate to self medicate with weed,alcohol and music but it seems I have no other choice.