[ruinMYlife]

I am 17 almost 18; had sa ever since I talked to another human other than my bro and parents. I want to go to the doctors but I'm scared, I already got embarrassed for even telling my m once that I wanted medication to help me " feel calm around other people ". I don't really know what I would say to a doctor.... " I think I have social anxiety" ?????? But the most fear I have is him not prescribing anything and telling me to fix it without medication and tell my mom what I told him and making me feel worse