I am 23 years old and have been engaged since August '08. In the beginning I got along with all of my fiances family and friends especially his mom. However, as the relationship progressed I began to despise every little thing about them. I get such anxiety any time that he spends time with anyone that I break down and cry which starts huge fights because he doesnt understand SA. For instance today he went to a graduation BBQ for family that I couldnt go to because of work and I cried almost my whole shift. The flip side is I wouldnt have went anyway because I dont like being around anyone but him and my family I feel like everyone is looking at and judging me and everything I do. I am afraid this is going to end our relationship if I dont find a resolution to the problem so if anyone has any advice or comments I would appreciate them. Thank you so much!