They say you should take notice of your dreams as it has alot of meaning to your real life, usualy my dreams are the perfect life - its always summer time !! just how i remember my child-hood before i got SA.
One morning i had this dream, i had to write it down because it seemed so relevent, i think it symbolises how my social skills and need for interaction are different compared to others.
here it is - setting was my first day as a bar worker on lunch break ;
I am sitting at the left corner of a long dark oak table, on the opposite side at the centre of the table a man wearing a smart shirt and tie (boss) and a young girl wearing an apron are sitting together, i also sense a couple of people sitting next to me on my right hand side but i don't see them. All attention is on the (boss) who is cracking jokes and we are all laughing along with him when my attention wanders and i look out of the window to my left and admire the beatifull garden which looks like a 5 star golf corse with a still lake with reeds and lillies growing with trees and fields in the distance and the sun just past dusk when im interupted by a loud laughter of people to my right i look back to see him laughing at the young girl who looks kind of shy with her hands on her lap but smileing - im sat there with a blank face not having a clue what everyone was laughing at when they look at me for a second before boss says " he's miles away " and smiles, i smile back and say " yes sorry " he replies confidently " im going to have this one out " pauses for a second while everyone at the table focuses on me, he then procedes to ask me in a serious manner " what is a corjet? " , i can feel a sense of heat growing inside of myself building up to a blush with a puzzled look on my face and reply " a vegetable " everybody birsts into laughter one more time and when i catch his glare with his mouth wide open, eyebrows raised followed by a cheeky smile... i look up with a big grin on my face and instantly reallise what he's done... are you sure its a vegatable.. and not a car
The strange thing is the joke i mention in my dream i swear i have never heard before!! where did my mind find it ?? lol