Do any of you feel seriously uncomfortable, like you're repulsed and disgusted for no logical reason when you scroll through Facebook? I've heard of FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) and it's definitely not it! I feel like I WANT to miss out on these experiences I know I should want to have. I feel embarrassed and repulsed when I look at sweaty people smiling and hugging. It gives me claustrophobia to see all the parties and events and travels that I'm missing. I feel flustered, like these people can see me, it's like being scared of spiders, even PICTURES of spiders. That's how I feel about being social. I want to want it but I don't want it. I feel frustration and embarrassment over the thought of participating in these activities. I want to want to, I want to be popular and I'm a charismatic person. I'm not awkward or restricted outwardly but I feel overwhelmingly so on the inside!