I just want one close friend to be able to hang out with and care about! Just one! That's not selfish, right? Just ONE friend?? ARGH!!!
I hear ya man. I'm 25 and spend 90% of my day in my bedroom, and I'm either sleeping, on the computer or watching my tv. My bedroom is my prison cell.I hate being uncomfortable in my own skin. It's like my body doesn't know what to do with itself. After all these years I still dont know wtf to do with my hands when I talk to people. Thank god for pockets. I hate being akward. I'm too old to be akward. WTF, seriously.
Not having one blows even more
haha- you don't know my job- as stressful as they get. And the hours..10-11 hour days are the norm, 12-13 hour days aren't uncommon, I've worked 15 hour days on several occasions- and often times there just isn't time for a lunch break or any kind of break at all. You're lucky if you get a working lunch some days. This is the world of perpetually understaffed, time sensitive accounting departments. I'd quit in a heartbeat if I thought I could get another job but the economy sucks right now so I'm stuck. ****ing 1 hour each way commute doesn't help either. And of course the anxiety makes it even worse. I don't even feel like I work a regular job, I feel like I'm in a labor camp or something.Not having a job blows.