Seems like I'm calling out every month now.
random work thoughts..
i don't expect very many posts with this thread..
but that's okay.. it's for everyone that works and just need a place to just post whatever's on their mind.
but that's okay.. it's for everyone that works and just need a place to just post whatever's on their mind.
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I am more nervous about the awkwardness to follow now. For the duration we are remain coworkers lol.Pfft...that's sad. :no Must've felt lousy.
Hoping that my interview goes well tomorrow. Thing is, my bull**** company has this "equal opportunity" hiring process so they are required to interview a certain number of people, even if they've already decided on a shoe- in. Mostly the temps are hired, rarely someone from another department, even if you are a permanent employee. If anything, I'll be able to B.S. my way through it and gain a bit of confidence. Am I qualified? Seems like a fairly easy job. Do they even know me? Hell no. ****, I hate interviews.
After this, though, I can go back to my regular old job where I don't have to impress anyone. yay? "I'm smart, hire me!".. or just choose that temp you already like. It's like an audition. Sometimes I do like the contestant but the judges differ otherwise. ****in politics. (Excuse my French)
After this, though, I can go back to my regular old job where I don't have to impress anyone. yay? "I'm smart, hire me!".. or just choose that temp you already like. It's like an audition. Sometimes I do like the contestant but the judges differ otherwise. ****in politics. (Excuse my French)
I hope I'm ready to go today. Nose still not doing well ugh.
my not talking much (at all) was a double edged sword. the good thing was that it kept people from knowing about my lack of life. but it also isolated me.
so when i try to open up, i cant because its too shameful. i dont really know how anyway, which has always been an issue of mine.
but even that isnt really working anymore. theyve kinda figured it out. oh well, i wont be here for much longer. (or them since the company is small and they are interns - theyll leave a couple months before me.)
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so when i try to open up, i cant because its too shameful. i dont really know how anyway, which has always been an issue of mine.
but even that isnt really working anymore. theyve kinda figured it out. oh well, i wont be here for much longer. (or them since the company is small and they are interns - theyll leave a couple months before me.)
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Mom says I get one ride....I get sick or feel bad at work don't call her....hmmk.
I was in the bathroom every 30mins dealing with my nose.
If I call again I may come off a desperate
Another night in the bathroom most of the time....so much mucus.
I called back and got a machine but again I feel like this won’t be a solid option unless it’s part time and almost exclusively a forks gig
I take comfort in the presence of my friends. I don't feel so socially anxious if they're there. For the last 3 or 4 months I've been with friends basically every day. Yesterday there was a fire drill and I was briefly all alone, and felt stupidly and pathetically self conscious to be around others. I tell myself that they're probably not looking at me, that does very little to make the irrational part of my brain feel better.
I want to move out, I won't know anyone then. What am I going to do when that happens? I would like to get over it, or learn to deal. I feel like so far exposure is the only way to make the feelings go away. It's so easy to isolate yourself, even if for a little while [I've been mostly in my room these past few days] and that makes things worse, definitely.
I'm going to go get pizza, gummy worms and some dip. I bought food so I wouldn't have to leave the room, but I should definitely leave the room.
I want to move out, I won't know anyone then. What am I going to do when that happens? I would like to get over it, or learn to deal. I feel like so far exposure is the only way to make the feelings go away. It's so easy to isolate yourself, even if for a little while [I've been mostly in my room these past few days] and that makes things worse, definitely.
I'm going to go get pizza, gummy worms and some dip. I bought food so I wouldn't have to leave the room, but I should definitely leave the room.
Middle age lady coworker offered me a raisin cupcake. She cooked a badge at home. It was filled with raisins. I hate raisins. I declined. She did not look happy when she walked away. Gave me a very stern -ok- and walked off. I should have taken the cupcake and just chuck it in the trash in secret. I hate human politics. Politics everywhere.
Yeah I have been there. You probably feel like an outsider handicap without friends around you. I use to feel like this when I was younger. I was more dependent on having people I know around me. Not having friends any longer force me out of this.
I think you are in the wrong Random Thought thread. This is work-related one lol. But right who cares?I take comfort in the presence of my friends. I don't feel so socially anxious if they're there. For the last 3 or 4 months I've been with friends basically every day. Yesterday there was a fire drill and I was briefly all alone, and felt stupidly and pathetically self conscious to be around others. I tell myself that they're probably not looking at me, that does very little to make the irrational part of my brain feel better.
I want to move out, I won't know anyone then. What am I going to do when that happens? I would like to get over it, or learn to deal. I feel like so far exposure is the only way to make the feelings go away. It's so easy to isolate yourself, even if for a little while [I've been mostly in my room these past few days] and that makes things worse, definitely.
I'm going to go get pizza, gummy worms and some dip. I bought food so I wouldn't have to leave the room, but I should definitely leave the room.
Yeah I have been there. You probably feel like an outsider handicap without friends around you. I use to feel like this when I was younger. I was more dependent on having people I know around me. Not having friends any longer force me out of this.
Another bad nose day....never been sick this long.
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Dumb, lazy, sorry excuses for marketers. The internet is infested with them.
Dumb, lazy, sorry excuses for marketers. The internet is infested with them.
Two new students today and at least 4 lessons booked for next week by one
California has six times more women than men, yet a lot of the men still cannot get dates. 
Some lady said I had nice hands she bets I've never dug ditches or worked on roofs. I was like hmmmm.
Its crazy people apologize to me when they curse in front of me.
The new girl at work is white but speaks with a black accent. It's kind of freaky.
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