random work thoughts..

One thing I like about nights is that there is no traffic to and from work.

Need coffee....

If it ain't your department, stay the fck outta our business, biiatch.

Gddamn, I hate nosey people especially when they have no clue what's going on.

This job used to give me purpose and provided meaning, but now it's stripping away what's left of my self-esteem. When days are bad, they're really bad.

I am in the workforce, but I don't feel like I'm in the workforce. Maybe forcing myself to work, yeah that's it. Pure coercion.. is it worth the money?

So bored and dull all the time

i don't know if i can trust any of my co-workers.

They are polite as hell to each other.. but when it comes down to keeping their hours? they turn into absolute sharks.

When one coworker was "acting out" - i had to confront her.. for over 4 years - everyone talked sh**t behind her back but no one ever stood up to her...they made fun of her behind her back, had parties when she wasn't there.. a common enemy...

After the confrontation? She's much better...

i wonder what they do be MY back??

and yes.. all of them are female..

I wonder what you degenerates say about me when I'm not around?

It's demoralizing hearing that the store manager does basically ****-all- all day, every day.

I've got to get on the ball and start applying to more jobs. I need to move on to live a healthier and more fulfilling life.

God Mondays are depressing. It can not be healthy sitting at a desk for 8.5 hours every weekday wishing you were dead.

Just spent a lot of time with an ex, now a friend, who makes a few million a year. Very stressed out, zero job security, but makes me look really lazy. We've been talking about getting back together and my lack of motivation to "do better for myself" could get in the way if I don't figure out what to do with that thought.

I think some of my coworkers had a discussion about me being quiet recently, I don't mean like in a "he never talks what the hell is wrong with him" kind of way either, because they're pretty nice. But in the past week 3 people have commented on my shyness.

Tomorrow is going to be difficult but next week will start the real test. A big part of me wants to run away.

Oh goody - a team Christmas party. Because spending 40 hours every week around you people is simply not enough :blank

Had such a good day yesterday, parties and all.

here we go again.

My co-worker and her BFF.. Probably the 2 biggest losers on the vasc. lab team. The only thing they have going for themselves is their own solidarity.

i'm sorry but i just can't accept a "peer"..

i don't need a person who totally agrees with me, when they are around me - then totally agrees with the other person when they are with them..

that's also known as a people pleaser. Useless.. just useless

So for the past 7 days, I've had four 12-13 hour shifts and I still have four more days of 12-13 hour shifts scheduled for this upcoming week. I don't need a social life if I can keep this up.

Wonderful day