During school, most of the time, I get so used to the routine, that I feel quite simply neutral. Not extremely happy not really sad, just normal. However, when I leave school, even for a three day weekend, to go stay over at an aunt's house, I feel internally upset when I come back to school. Even if I don't generally have a great time back at my aunt's place, I just seem to miss the environment all of a sudden and become somewhat "homesick". In school, most of the time I have no friends and I am quite lonely, however, I'm a part of a lot of clubs and find things to do out of my regular schoolwork routine to keep myself busy. But when I'll come back from my aunt's house, the essence of my loneliness seems to blockade everything else. Anybody else relate?