How exactly does it work?
I am supposed to be seeing a psychiatrist at my hospital because of an incident a couple months ago. I was planning on killing myself due to some physical malady that has plagued me for over a year. They have done multiple tests and regardless of my complaints and information, they have found nothing substantial.
Now that you have a little back story, back to the original question. What exactly is therapy? I don't feel like I need it, but when I start to talk to them I feel like I'm bottling things up.
This SAD (self-suspected) does have a large effect on my life. I avoid jobs that I could normally do because I can't stand being around large groups of strangers; have never had a romantic relationship because I lack the fortitude for intimacy; twitch when someone touches me unexpectedly; shell up in mixed company. This sucks, to say the least.
They already have me on Citalopram Hydrobromide as an anti-anxiety medication because I have a history of panic attacks. It seems to help a little, but it's still just a medication.
So, even though they want me to talk about my thoughts and feelings on violent and suicidal fantasies, do you think I should say something else about my suspected SA? I don't feel that I'm any more "natural" in public than I ever was, just a little calmer.
Any guidance on how it's all supposed to work? How do I open this can of worms to them?
I am supposed to be seeing a psychiatrist at my hospital because of an incident a couple months ago. I was planning on killing myself due to some physical malady that has plagued me for over a year. They have done multiple tests and regardless of my complaints and information, they have found nothing substantial.
Now that you have a little back story, back to the original question. What exactly is therapy? I don't feel like I need it, but when I start to talk to them I feel like I'm bottling things up.
This SAD (self-suspected) does have a large effect on my life. I avoid jobs that I could normally do because I can't stand being around large groups of strangers; have never had a romantic relationship because I lack the fortitude for intimacy; twitch when someone touches me unexpectedly; shell up in mixed company. This sucks, to say the least.
They already have me on Citalopram Hydrobromide as an anti-anxiety medication because I have a history of panic attacks. It seems to help a little, but it's still just a medication.
So, even though they want me to talk about my thoughts and feelings on violent and suicidal fantasies, do you think I should say something else about my suspected SA? I don't feel that I'm any more "natural" in public than I ever was, just a little calmer.
Any guidance on how it's all supposed to work? How do I open this can of worms to them?